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I'll be home October 3rd and looking forward to Turkey...
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| ZOMG an Amy Post <. |
[23 Apr 2007|12:21am] |
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So, I guess you are all wondering what is new in NZ . Well really nothing has changed, I'm still jobless and working on my residency stuff which should be coming to a close one day i hope.
All the puppies are gone now save one, and in 3 weeks he will probably be gone as well, which makes me sad cause they were adorable. Though I do want to state its not a fun feeling have 8 giant puppies attache to your slippers are you are trying to walk, its pretty difficult to do anything.
I went to a dog show today, and showed one of the dogs, its kinda fun, its a very up tight enviroment, and some people are kinda snotty <.< I really can't wait to have a puppy or kitten of my own!
Shannon and I move into Auckland this week for another house sitting experince...and they have a PS3 whos going to be happy...i think that it is me!
Ummmm i miss my cats alot, and i miss turkey dinner the way my mom makes it . Turkey isnt realy something they do here which i find kinda weird. Oh and i've also been learning how to cook a bit...im getting better im not doing that burning everything i was so famour for...
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| Alive and Well |
[04 Mar 2007|11:08am] |
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I kinda forget that I have not updated this in a while...and people might be thinking that i am off somewhere you know in trouble or something :P
But I am ok! Things are good, waiting to hear on resedency stuff to see if i can actually stay :) I miss Canada at times, mostly my friends and my car...
We had puppies :) 8 Little wriggly things, they are about 3 weeks old now and are all walking slowly and falling over one another its really cute. I really should get aroundt o posting some lovely pictures.
This is only a quickie update :)
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| Party Pictures |
[16 Oct 2006|01:18am] |
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There I have said it now click
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[07 Oct 2006|07:38am] |
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OMG I leave in 11 days ..*pannic*
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| Some things are just unacceptable... |
[17 Sep 2006|02:31pm] |
There is always a reason to why I start to rant. Whether it be because of work or something I see. A Rant is just something that make my blood boil and the only way I can express feelings aobut it besides marching over and sluggin someone or giving them the most fraking verbal abuse ever is to mush it all in here.
Well my topic for today is parents in this day and age. And what they feel is acceptable. And what well I dont. I realize that not eveyone will be on the same wave length as me on this but for bloody hell.
Anyways. I just am having a hard time understanding where these parents get the idea that what they are allowing their child to do is acceptable. The reason for my rant, is that at work this woman who lives next to the club house, allows her five and seven year old sons to come in together, or alone without any sort of Guardian, no baby sitter, no parent. Just kids alone.
What makes this ok?
What if something were to happen? Who's fault would it be? I realize its only next door, but we're a yacht club, we're next to the water, what if he had the bright idea to go swimming and thought that it was ok?What if he slipped and fell in? There are just so many freak accidents that could occur, and i dont like the thought of it happening.
Don't get me wrong, these kids are very well behaved if it is just the two of them, but the parents if entertaining guests that have kids, send the extra kids with them. In some instances there is like 6 kids under 12 eating here without a parent. I just want to know what the parents are thinking, and why they think that it is acceptable for them to do this. Why is it ok for them to not watch their children?
I mean they really don't spend that time with their kids at all, the mother doesnt work yet, the kids are in swimming lessons, guitar lessons, tutoring for school, reading programs, everything possible for them to sign up for except time with their parent.
Gods then there are the parents that just let their kids scream and scream and scream, and think that its ok for them to do that. Guess what. Its not ok. Think about all the people around you that you are disturbing, and for the love of Gods dont just stick a napkin on your childs head in hopes that it will shut them up because youare to busy with you fraking filet, pick her up and rock her, pay attention to the.
Why do none of the parents today really spend any time with their kids, its horrible. My parents when i was younger, were a little over protective, but in the long run I turned out ok. And they did it because they loved me and my brother alot. And i think that we are better for it now, we both have pareents that we know will care about us no matter what.
Its just so frustrating to see parents, scared to not say no to their kids to. I mean the kid is screaming because it wants something. Because it wants ice cream, and tehy just give it to them because they don't want to be ebarassed.
I just don't get it
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| Busy Busy |
[13 Sep 2006|10:08am] |
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I wish there was something for me to report here but there is not. There is nothing for me to say that is fantastic or new or even the least bit exciting. I really wish that there was :( I've come to realize that suddenly I seem to be a very boring person.
Mostly I've been repacking things, I've moved all of my living space into my small computer room, So its jam packed with no where to go, its fantastic! Its like a little cave ^^
I'm just finishing up Season 5 of Angel, Im not sure what Ill hit next probably charmed.
Still looking for someone to take my apartment. The way I'm going I Dont know if that is going to happen or not, but I really hope that it does otherwise that would so so so suck.
25 Days left at this job
36 Days Till I leave
37 Days Till I see Shannon again.
Im getting a little giddy about going back to NZ, I mean I've been there before, but I dont think I expected really to return so soon, but I have a ticket, with my name on it. For me to go back to NZ and its awesomeness.
I'm going to get to see puppies, and eat Hells Pizza again. And see all the pretty green. And there ridiculous road ways...*shudders*
I expect Ill be keeping this journal as well as the Kitten Quest one that will be the Picture Diary as it was the last time that I went. But I suppose we will see.
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| 50 days till Happiness... |
[01 Sep 2006|02:42pm] |
Its September, time is moving fast. Its great, save im so busy with work that I haven't the time to do anything for myself. My mother took me grocery shopping yesterday, she felt that i needed some, and she was right. I have no pop left...but that is ok and she wouldnt let me have more...-_-'
Also if anyone is needing an apartment or knows someone who needs an apartment please let me know! I'm trying to have somone sublet mine. As I dont seem to be able to get out of the lease,
I've also discovered i work 8 - 12 hours a day on average. And i worked 16 on Wednesday.
Scotty I got your invite, and it sounds awesome, but unfortunatly it is the Prince of Whales weekened...and since this trophy has been raced for almost every year (save during the Wars) for the past 140 years...and we have no staff...i will be here. Holding a false smile on my face for all to see.
I haven't done up the scehduel for next week but it doesn't look promising at all, work has me so busy it is crazy, and then the days that i do have off are filled with cleaning and packing. Sucks.
Oh and this most piss of thing happened yesterday. Some ass took my clothes out of the dryer at the apartment and put there own in. All i have to say to thtat is a BIG FUCK YOU, and I hope Karma fucks you up some way ASS!
I dont know i just have this weird issue that kindabugs me if someone else is touching my things and i dont know them. BUGS me.
Well this has been an Amy rank production and have a great day all!
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| Question? |
[28 Aug 2006|05:31pm] |
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Who the hell neglects to tell their boss that they are having surgery? And then shows up hours after it to work? Who does that? Especailly if you've known its been booked for weeks? I guess i just live on a different plane of sense to 90% of the world...bloody hell...
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[27 Aug 2006|02:24pm] |
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Work has basically fucked me over again. People quiting, and everyone deciding to take the same vacation off has left me with no competent staff, a headache, and pile of work that isn't getting done because I have to help on the floor. In the mean time, I've been working so much that I havent done a damn thing about me leaving because i dont really have the time. Especially laundry, I get home at 11pm, then I cant go down and do laundry because of some stupid house rule about not using the Laundry room after 11.
Not to mention the few times that I do end up being home from work every time i go to use the damn thing some idiot allready has there stuff in there, and no matter how many times I check back they still do. Fucking Boys.
I'm also not sleeping well at all, it takes me till well after 5 am to even get tired enough to fall asleep then in the morning when I wake up I cant wake up. My body is so against it that i am dragging myself through the time it takes me to get ready.
I hate people that expect it to be my job to cover their shifts for them, for the love of Pretz you're 21 years old you can call another memner of the staff and ask them to come in and cover your shift. Don't fuck me over because you are to lazy.
Im hoping that they are going to hire someone to replace me soon so that i can go back to just being well a server that is me for the last little while that I am here. Im going to miss alot of things about this place but this part of the job isnt one of them,
I miss Shannon, and nothing really seems to make sense when he's not here to make me feel ok.
I also seem to have lost my appetite for more then a little meal at a time, thigns I used to like just dont seem as appealing And it doesnt help that i mess up everything in the kitchen that I try to cook.
On another note, to people inviting me places I'm sorry that I couldnt be there, and I know this isnt an excuse my I just dont feel like being around a huge crowd of people when I absolutly look and feel like goo. Also Im trying not to drive my car and a bus to the Dark side at night is not an option for me at all.
I know I suck, and I havent seen anyone in a while. Sorry.
Mikey Good luck away :( And come visit Matty and I in NZ...its waaaay neater then Calgary :P
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| Party~ |
[23 Aug 2006|01:50pm] |
When : October 14th, Saturday
Where : My Parents house in Cole Harbour, if you need directions ask.
Why : Cause I'm leaving, again
Who : People I like and like me I guess...I suppose it might just be me and my rents...
But Anyways, bring drinks, and guitars, and stuff, Ill make Jello shooters again. Im kinda hoping alot of people will come as I dont know when Ill see anyone again.
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[23 Aug 2006|01:47am] |
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Heading back to NZ~ I leave Oct 18th, when ill be back is unknown. On that note I will post when my party to leave will be!
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| Tv Drama. |
[16 Aug 2006|11:12pm] |
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I put Shannon on a plane this morning. And it was probably one of the hardest things I've ever done. I don't feel good about it. Or happy. In fact I feel a thousand other things, pain, nausea, depression, need, selfishness.
I spent the day at my parents, when I got back there after dropping him off at the airport I was in such a state I asked my mom for stuff to knock me out. I had a raging headache, and my stomach beside the feeling that I was going to puke also was hurting. I'm glad I did, the 6 hours of sleep I got really cleared my head a bit, and I wasn't such a basket case afterwards.
I'm not saying I'm Ok. Because that is so far from the truth its not funny. I'm hurting, and I know that I'll see him again, and that things will eventually be ok, but right now i cant seem to look that sunny future, and all i see is the fact that I'm once again alone.
He's only been gone a few hours and I was almost Ok till I got home, and I walked in the computer room and his lappy wasn't there, and I started to cry again. His empty desk and Empty chair haunt me more then I ever wanted it to.
I miss you...
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| Well... |
[02 Aug 2006|02:13pm] |
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I'm sure the word has gotten around somewhat to the majority of the people that I hang out with. But Shannon is heading back to New Zealand. He leaves the 16th which is far closer then I want it to be. Its not by choice, its just something that has to happen, or worse things could happen.
If you ask how i Feel about, think about it. Not good. Im not ok with it, in fact I think it bloody sucks. Its left me with the gross feeling, and this constant need to blink back tears. Its hard for me to belive that after everything, its me ending up alone.
It also leaves me with the fact that he is the one I want to be with, so I'll be heading back to New Zealand when i can. So on that note, i'm selling everything I own basically save my video games and DVD'...because...i can't seem to part with them. However this does include fun jackets, Boots, and a few tops, Also furniture, dishes, Tables, TV,I have two very nice computer desks, with decent chairs that need a new home. Im going to see if my parents want to buy any of it to.
I also need a room mate, or someone who wants to take over my lease at my apartment...I just really have a living alone issue, so if anyone is looking for a roommate...
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[28 Jul 2006|02:54pm] |
Happiness doesn't last.
No one gets the happy ending.
I don't know if I can go through this again...
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[20 Jul 2006|04:38pm] |
Work is of the suckness
Yay to the people I like
Fuck you to the people I dont...all of you suck and are crappy servers.
Wow that made me feel so much better
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| Pacifico |
[11 Jul 2006|02:58pm] |
What: Down Town
When : This Saturday
Where : Pacifico
Why :Havent been out in a while
Who : Me, Shan (if he wants) some people from work and anyone else
How : Howevver you want?
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| Boston |
[11 Jul 2006|02:51pm] |
When : Aug 4th - 7th
Who : Shan, Justin Myself and anyone else I guess
Where : Boston
Why : Why not?
How: By Car, Im thinking we Rent
What :Y eah exactly
So A few more seats are avaliable , and if we getm ore then we rent a van simple enough^^
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[09 Jul 2006|01:16pm] |
I haven't seem my mates in like a month...and it fucking sucks.
The last time that i saw anyone was on my birthday.
Sarah and Matty I am totally sorry for missing your Birthdays. I suck.
If work wasn't going through crazy changes now Im sure I'd be a better friend.
I miss you guys.
And I am going to try and come out more once i get my car stuff straigtened out.
<3
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