Current mood:

depressed

Well...
I'm sure the word has gotten around somewhat to the majority of the people that I hang out with. But Shannon is heading back to New Zealand. He leaves the 16th which is far closer then I want it to be. Its not by choice, its just something that has to happen, or worse things could happen.

If you ask how i Feel about, think about it. Not good. Im not ok with it, in fact I think it bloody sucks. Its left me with the gross feeling, and this constant need to blink back tears. Its hard for me to belive that after everything, its me ending up alone.

It also leaves me with the fact that he is the one I want to be with, so I'll be heading back to New Zealand when i can. So on that note, i'm selling everything I own basically save my video games and DVD'...because...i can't seem to part with them. However this does include fun jackets, Boots, and a few tops, Also furniture, dishes, Tables, TV,I have two very nice computer desks, with decent chairs that need a new home. Im going to see if my parents want to buy any of it to.

I also need a room mate, or someone who wants to take over my lease at my apartment...I just really have a living alone issue, so if anyone is looking for a roommate...