Current mood:

depressed

Work has basically fucked me over again. People quiting, and everyone deciding to take the same vacation off has left me with no competent staff, a headache, and pile of work that isn't getting done because I have to help on the floor. In the mean time, I've been working so much that I havent done a damn thing about me leaving because i dont really have the time. Especially laundry, I get home at 11pm, then I cant go down and do laundry because of some stupid house rule about not using the Laundry room after 11.

Not to mention the few times that I do end up being home from work every time i go to use the damn thing some idiot allready has there stuff in there, and no matter how many times I check back they still do. Fucking Boys.

I'm also not sleeping well at all, it takes me till well after 5 am to even get tired enough to fall asleep then in the morning when I wake up I cant wake up. My body is so against it that i am dragging myself through the time it takes me to get ready.

I hate people that expect it to be my job to cover their shifts for them, for the love of Pretz you're 21 years old you can call another memner of the staff and ask them to come in and cover your shift. Don't fuck me over because you are to lazy.

Im hoping that they are going to hire someone to replace me soon so that i can go back to just being well a server that is me for the last little while that I am here. Im going to miss alot of things about this place but this part of the job isnt one of them,

I miss Shannon, and nothing really seems to make sense when he's not here to make me feel ok.

I also seem to have lost my appetite for more then a little meal at a time, thigns I used to like just dont seem as appealing And it doesnt help that i mess up everything in the kitchen that I try to cook.

On another note, to people inviting me places I'm sorry that I couldnt be there, and I know this isnt an excuse my I just dont feel like being around a huge crowd of people when I absolutly look and feel like goo. Also Im trying not to drive my car and a bus to the Dark side at night is not an option for me at all.

I know I suck, and I havent seen anyone in a while. Sorry.

Mikey Good luck away :( And come visit Matty and I in NZ...its waaaay neater then Calgary :P