Siren

Coming Home

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:41:28 GMT

I'll be home October 3rd and looking forward to Turkey...

ZOMG an Amy Post <.

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:27:59 GMT

So, I guess you are all wondering what is new in NZ . Well really nothing has changed, I'm still jobless and working on my residency stuff which should be coming to a close one day i hope.

All the puppies are gone now save one, and in 3 weeks he will probably be gone as well, which makes me sad cause they were adorable. Though I do want to state its not a fun feeling have 8 giant puppies attache to your slippers are you are trying to walk, its pretty difficult to do anything.

I went to a dog show today, and showed one of the dogs, its kinda fun, its a very up tight enviroment, and some people are kinda snotty <.< I really can't wait to have a puppy or kitten of my own!

Shannon and I move into Auckland this week for another house sitting experince...and they have a PS3 whos going to be happy...i think that it is me!

Ummmm i miss my cats alot, and i miss turkey dinner the way my mom makes it . Turkey isnt realy something they do here which i find kinda weird. Oh and i've also been learning how to cook a bit...im getting better im not doing that burning everything i was so famour for...

Alive and Well

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 22:12:42 GMT

I kinda forget that I have not updated this in a while...and people might be thinking that i am off somewhere you know in trouble or something :P

But I am ok! Things are good, waiting to hear on resedency stuff to see if i can actually stay :) I miss Canada at times, mostly my friends and my car...

We had puppies :) 8 Little wriggly things, they are about 3 weeks old now and are all walking slowly and falling over one another its really cute. I really should get aroundt o posting some lovely pictures.

This is only a quickie update :)

Party Pictures

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:29:53 GMT

There I have said it now click

Aiden and I Pre Party

Kristy, Myself, and Sarah

More Guests ^^

Vicky and Eric from Work (only ones who showed up and i <3 them for i, the rest of the people are now a bunch of pricks in my book)

Candice and Jamie !

I have no idea why mom embrasses me somtimes...

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 07:39:04 GMT

OMG I leave in 11 days ..*pannic*

Some things are just unacceptable...

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 17:36:55 GMT

There is always a reason to why I start to rant. Whether it be because of work or something I see. A Rant is just something that make my blood boil and the only way I can express feelings aobut it besides marching over and sluggin someone or giving them the most fraking verbal abuse ever is to mush it all in here.

Well my topic for today is parents in this day and age. And what they feel is acceptable. And what well I dont. I realize that not eveyone will be on the same wave length as me on this but for bloody hell.

Anyways. I just am having a hard time understanding where these parents get the idea that what they are allowing their child to do is acceptable. The reason for my rant, is that at work this woman who lives next to the club house, allows her five and seven year old sons to come in together, or alone without any sort of Guardian, no baby sitter, no parent. Just kids alone.

What makes this ok?

What if something were to happen? Who's fault would it be? I realize its only next door, but we're a yacht club, we're next to the water, what if he had the bright idea to go swimming and thought that it was ok?What if he slipped and fell in? There are just so many freak accidents that could occur, and i dont like the thought of it happening.

Don't get me wrong, these kids are very well behaved if it is just the two of them, but the parents if entertaining guests that have kids, send the extra kids with them. In some instances there is like 6 kids under 12 eating here without a parent. I just want to know what the parents are thinking, and why they think that it is acceptable for them to do this. Why is it ok for them to not watch their children?

I mean they really don't spend that time with their kids at all, the mother doesnt work yet, the kids are in swimming lessons, guitar lessons, tutoring for school, reading programs, everything possible for them to sign up for except time with their parent.

Gods then there are the parents that just let their kids scream and scream and scream, and think that its ok for them to do that. Guess what. Its not ok. Think about all the people around you that you are disturbing, and for the love of Gods dont just stick a napkin on your childs head in hopes that it will shut them up because youare to busy with you fraking filet, pick her up and rock her, pay attention to the.

Why do none of the parents today really spend any time with their kids, its horrible. My parents when i was younger, were a little over protective, but in the long run I turned out ok. And they did it because they loved me and my brother alot. And i think that we are better for it now, we both have pareents that we know will care about us no matter what.

Its just so frustrating to see parents, scared to not say no to their kids to. I mean the kid is screaming because it wants something. Because it wants ice cream, and tehy just give it to them because they don't want to be ebarassed.

I just don't get it

Busy Busy

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 13:05:18 GMT

I wish there was something for me to report here but there is not. There is nothing for me to say that is fantastic or new or even the least bit exciting. I really wish that there was :( I've come to realize that suddenly I seem to be a very boring person.

Mostly I've been repacking things, I've moved all of my living space into my small computer room, So its jam packed with no where to go, its fantastic! Its like a little cave ^^

I'm just finishing up Season 5 of Angel, Im not sure what Ill hit next probably charmed.

Still looking for someone to take my apartment. The way I'm going I Dont know if that is going to happen or not, but I really hope that it does otherwise that would so so so suck.

25 Days left at this job
36 Days Till I leave
37 Days Till I see Shannon again.

Im getting a little giddy about going back to NZ, I mean I've been there before, but I dont think I expected really to return so soon, but I have a ticket, with my name on it. For me to go back to NZ and its awesomeness.

I'm going to get to see puppies, and eat Hells Pizza again. And see all the pretty green. And there ridiculous road ways...*shudders*

I expect Ill be keeping this journal as well as the Kitten Quest one that will be the Picture Diary as it was the last time that I went. But I suppose we will see.

50 days till Happiness...

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 17:46:22 GMT

Its September, time is moving fast. Its great, save im so busy with work that I haven't the time to do anything for myself. My mother took me grocery shopping yesterday, she felt that i needed some, and she was right. I have no pop left...but that is ok and she wouldnt let me have more...-_-'

Also if anyone is needing an apartment or knows someone who needs an apartment please let me know! I'm trying to have somone sublet mine. As I dont seem to be able to get out of the lease,

I've also discovered i work 8 - 12 hours a day on average. And i worked 16 on Wednesday.

Scotty I got your invite, and it sounds awesome, but unfortunatly it is the Prince of Whales weekened...and since this trophy has been raced for almost every year (save during the Wars) for the past 140 years...and we have no staff...i will be here. Holding a false smile on my face for all to see.

I haven't done up the scehduel for next week but it doesn't look promising at all, work has me so busy it is crazy, and then the days that i do have off are filled with cleaning and packing. Sucks.

Oh and this most piss of thing happened yesterday. Some ass took my clothes out of the dryer at the apartment and put there own in. All i have to say to thtat is a BIG FUCK YOU, and I hope Karma fucks you up some way ASS!

I dont know i just have this weird issue that kindabugs me if someone else is touching my things and i dont know them. BUGS me.

Well this has been an Amy rank production and have a great day all!

Question?

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 20:21:35 GMT

Who the hell neglects to tell their boss that they are having surgery? And then shows up hours after it to work? Who does that? Especailly if you've known its been booked for weeks? I guess i just live on a different plane of sense to 90% of the world...bloody hell...

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 17:22:35 GMT

Work has basically fucked me over again. People quiting, and everyone deciding to take the same vacation off has left me with no competent staff, a headache, and pile of work that isn't getting done because I have to help on the floor. In the mean time, I've been working so much that I havent done a damn thing about me leaving because i dont really have the time. Especially laundry, I get home at 11pm, then I cant go down and do laundry because of some stupid house rule about not using the Laundry room after 11.

Not to mention the few times that I do end up being home from work every time i go to use the damn thing some idiot allready has there stuff in there, and no matter how many times I check back they still do. Fucking Boys.

I'm also not sleeping well at all, it takes me till well after 5 am to even get tired enough to fall asleep then in the morning when I wake up I cant wake up. My body is so against it that i am dragging myself through the time it takes me to get ready.

I hate people that expect it to be my job to cover their shifts for them, for the love of Pretz you're 21 years old you can call another memner of the staff and ask them to come in and cover your shift. Don't fuck me over because you are to lazy.

Im hoping that they are going to hire someone to replace me soon so that i can go back to just being well a server that is me for the last little while that I am here. Im going to miss alot of things about this place but this part of the job isnt one of them,

I miss Shannon, and nothing really seems to make sense when he's not here to make me feel ok.

I also seem to have lost my appetite for more then a little meal at a time, thigns I used to like just dont seem as appealing And it doesnt help that i mess up everything in the kitchen that I try to cook.

On another note, to people inviting me places I'm sorry that I couldnt be there, and I know this isnt an excuse my I just dont feel like being around a huge crowd of people when I absolutly look and feel like goo. Also Im trying not to drive my car and a bus to the Dark side at night is not an option for me at all.

I know I suck, and I havent seen anyone in a while. Sorry.

Mikey Good luck away :( And come visit Matty and I in NZ...its waaaay neater then Calgary :P

Party~

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 16:43:14 GMT

When : October 14th, Saturday
Where : My Parents house in Cole Harbour, if you need directions ask.
Why : Cause I'm leaving, again
Who : People I like and like me I guess...I suppose it might just be me and my rents...

But Anyways, bring drinks, and guitars, and stuff, Ill make Jello shooters again. Im kinda hoping alot of people will come as I dont know when Ill see anyone again.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:48:00 GMT

Heading back to NZ~ I leave Oct 18th, when ill be back is unknown. On that note I will post when my party to leave will be!

Tv Drama.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 02:18:13 GMT

I put Shannon on a plane this morning. And it was probably one of the hardest things I've ever done. I don't feel good about it. Or happy. In fact I feel a thousand other things, pain, nausea, depression, need, selfishness.

I spent the day at my parents, when I got back there after dropping him off at the airport I was in such a state I asked my mom for stuff to knock me out. I had a raging headache, and my stomach beside the feeling that I was going to puke also was hurting. I'm glad I did, the 6 hours of sleep I got really cleared my head a bit, and I wasn't such a basket case afterwards.

I'm not saying I'm Ok. Because that is so far from the truth its not funny. I'm hurting, and I know that I'll see him again, and that things will eventually be ok, but right now i cant seem to look that sunny future, and all i see is the fact that I'm once again alone.

He's only been gone a few hours and I was almost Ok till I got home, and I walked in the computer room and his lappy wasn't there, and I started to cry again. His empty desk and Empty chair haunt me more then I ever wanted it to.

I miss you...

Well...

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 17:11:58 GMT

I'm sure the word has gotten around somewhat to the majority of the people that I hang out with. But Shannon is heading back to New Zealand. He leaves the 16th which is far closer then I want it to be. Its not by choice, its just something that has to happen, or worse things could happen.

If you ask how i Feel about, think about it. Not good. Im not ok with it, in fact I think it bloody sucks. Its left me with the gross feeling, and this constant need to blink back tears. Its hard for me to belive that after everything, its me ending up alone.

It also leaves me with the fact that he is the one I want to be with, so I'll be heading back to New Zealand when i can. So on that note, i'm selling everything I own basically save my video games and DVD'...because...i can't seem to part with them. However this does include fun jackets, Boots, and a few tops, Also furniture, dishes, Tables, TV,I have two very nice computer desks, with decent chairs that need a new home. Im going to see if my parents want to buy any of it to.

I also need a room mate, or someone who wants to take over my lease at my apartment...I just really have a living alone issue, so if anyone is looking for a roommate...

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 16:07:41 GMT

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your unicorn steed, Sparkles

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Fri, 28 Jul 2006 17:44:39 GMT

Happiness doesn't last.
No one gets the happy ending.
I don't know if I can go through this again...

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 19:28:00 GMT

Work is of the suckness

Yay to the people I like

Fuck you to the people I dont...all of you suck and are crappy servers.

Wow that made me feel so much better

Pacifico

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 17:47:40 GMT

What: Down Town
When : This Saturday
Where : Pacifico
Why :Havent been out in a while
Who : Me, Shan (if he wants) some people from work and anyone else
How : Howevver you want?

Boston

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 17:40:25 GMT

When : Aug 4th - 7th
Who : Shan, Justin Myself and anyone else I guess
Where : Boston
Why : Why not?
How: By Car, Im thinking we Rent
What :Y eah exactly

So A few more seats are avaliable , and if we getm ore then we rent a van simple enough^^

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 16:10:07 GMT

I haven't seem my mates in like a month...and it fucking sucks.
The last time that i saw anyone was on my birthday.
Sarah and Matty I am totally sorry for missing your Birthdays. I suck.
If work wasn't going through crazy changes now Im sure I'd be a better friend.
I miss you guys.
And I am going to try and come out more once i get my car stuff straigtened out.
<3

What have I been up to...?

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 13:02:33 GMT

Well, honestly I've mostly been working. Ask my Poor Boyfriend who basically sees me an hour in the morning and an hour before I go to bed each day. It sort of bites really. But hey gotta make a living.

But really what else have I been up to? I took Shannon to meet the Grandparents last week, that was interesting. As I have one grand mother who is honestly what you think all of them should be like. Baking, sweet, kind, loving. Then I have the crazy one who likes to make up stories, Or tell me that the things (crazy) that she says are completly true...so weird.

After the Grandparents, I went to my mom and Dads, and we had dinner, hung out, Shannon fixed there computer, and I got my hair dyed, but you really cant tell it basically looks the same.

I spent most of Canada day working, I got off around 8, then Shan and I went over to one of the members boats and got taken to the fireworks. Which in fact were longer then normal and was really awesome.

I spent yesterday getting off around 5 after having to play the bad cop in a crappy work scenario, and then i spent it mostl on the couch as i have a sever case of the shin splints on my left leg. I stayed on the coach and Shan brought me candy, foods, and many other wonderful thing.

Oh and I forgot to mention the hilarity of Cotton Candy...and me making it. Which was on this passed Sunday. Lets just say that I go coated head to toe in sugar it was so disgusting. There were water droplets of sugar in my hair like i was one big ball of stickyness....it was funny i'm sure to tohers but i was not laughing...though I am sure I will in a few weeks when I look back on the fact that Cotton Candy is not something that should be taken lightly....you have to carress it , and care for it....

I think that might be all that I have to report, I will be hoping that my Thursday off will be a relaxing venture because I need it.

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 15:28:14 GMT

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Mid morning Rambles

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 12:29:02 GMT

So it is 9 Am and I am at work. And how does that make me feel? Hungry, crappy, tired, wishing I was home in bed. Although the good news regarding this whole comming in early. It lets me tackle all the junk thats been piling up on my desk that I never have time for during the day. It almost makes me think about doing it once a week just so i get caught up.

Another though would for me to start doing this every day and just go to bed earlier. Which means I would start my game of Warcraft at like 9pm instead of midnight. Or something like that, so i can still have a bit of computer time and you know a full nights sleep.

Though it is kinda peaceful in the morning as well, It almost makes me want to do walking in the morning. See I have all these great and wonderful thoughts now. However , its the trying to get my ass out of bed that truly is the issue. I just don't want to. I really have trouble waking up in the morning.

Though the few occasions during the year that I am up early are great once i finally wake up and realise its not all that bad. Though I do truly look forward to my pillow in the afternoon. Well regardless I do think that I need to work out some system. And I also need to do some exercise of some sort or start playing sports again.

I had truly thought about signing up for soccer again this year, but I would have had to play for Cole Harbour, as I missed sign ups and its the only Soccer Club that I would be able to pull strings to get onto a team. But I don't want to play for the Senior Womens Coach tht they have. Like we are talking crazy man. I mean I get that you want to win and all, but we're not 17 year olds anymore, any of us that are playing its just for fun now, none of us have hopes of going to the Olympics any more.

Well Anyways I think that my goal tonight is watch Mononoke, Cuddle with the Boy, Nap, Play some Warcraft. I've been ehre since 8 am so I think that I am going to go home at 5ish eat have a nap then head back to the work enviroment. Now I say those are the things that I want to do, wheter or not I am able to is an entirly different Story.

I also feel the need to do some more tags at some point, I feel I haven't expressed myself graphically for a little while and its bugging me. So I might do some of that...gah this is me, I change my mind all the time on this stuff. But Im totally down for the cuddles that is a confirmed motion.

On another note, Shannon and I watched my Neighbour Totoro. I thought that it was cute. It wasn't Howls by any means it was just a simple story about a family in a new Neighbourhood. And It was cute, also its another one of his movies where at parts you kinda look at the screen sideway and go....ummm WTF? But the theme song was awesome and I am trying to Down Load it now. Im also trying to find the music for the Ballroom Scene in the Cat Returns, do you think that I can...nope. Oh and Moxy Fruvous's Present tense tureen. That is also the song that I am searchign for.

I guess this little blurb turned out longer then I exptected...sorry about that. Oh and I think Matty Sarah, Shannon and I are going on the Harbour Hopper next Thursday. Yay Halifax tourism!

A very Merry Birthday

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 16:11:33 GMT

This is just a thank you note to all my awesome friends, who wished me happy tiding sand brought me awesome presents!

Justin the Porn was Golden!
Kath and Matty My neighbour Totoro is going to be watched tonight!

Though seriously thanks for comming over and hanging out in my Sauna as people tell me...I didnt notice it was hot at all.

And thank you to my Awesome Amazing Boyfriend for being an awesome host, and for hanging out with me all day *^^* Shannon You rock <3

It was an absolutly great day
I saw animals in the morning, went shopping, saw my family, had dinner and cake ice cream cake at that, and then played warcraft and had a great evening with mates.

Thanks so much!

Day Before reminder

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 19:13:35 GMT

In case those of you forgot Tomorrow is my birthday. Yay me.
I will be having a get together at my house that is basically just a hang out watch movies and play games type dealie
It starts around 7pm tomorrow night.
My apartment number is 204
the only thing is i dont have a buzzer so you have to call my cell phone
If you dont have the number ask for it and I will send it to you.

<3me